I’ve been following the Harvey Weinstein story, silently hoping that this will finally start a change in Hollywood and other institutions. Cultures around the world tend to stigmatize sexual assault victims, so maybe we’re starting to drag these myths out into the light.

My story isn’t as poignant as those of other women out there in the world. I suggest that you look at the expose in the New York Times and the New Yorker as well as the countless #MeToo stories on social media to really see how bad it is out there.

I have personally read the exposes, and the articles about the accusations in Silicon Valley and the political scene, all the while asserting that I was fortunate enough to not have personally experienced sexual harassment or assault.

But after much thinking, I remembered that I did experience something. Even a girl who was highly sheltered by her traditional Korean parents and never partied can experience sexual harassment.

After realizing that, I wondered if it was worth telling my story. I didn’t want to belittle the other stories out there, but more importantly, I tried to rationalize the story. Boys will be boys, I thought to myself. I soon realized that I was just rationalizing and that boys should be expected to conduct themselves properly regardless of their gender.

So, here is my story. I started playing viola in the string orchestra during middle school. The concerts were the first time I put on make-up, and apparently, I looked radiant. I also wore a beautiful long black dress.

I always thought orchestra concerts were more family events and probably wouldn’t attract people unrelated to orchestra members or the music department, but I was wrong. In eighth grade, my sister informed me that there was a group of boys who came to orchestra concerts just to see me play and possibly get a chance to look up my skirt from the audience.

I was too young to be mortified by that, then, and even now, I still feel like laughing at how idiotic those adolescent boys were. However, I have started to hope that those boys didn’t grow up without changing their attitude. I also realized that society has enabled them to behave like that, and I think it’s unacceptable.

Luckily, my experience wasn’t related to my short stint as an actor and model. But my story hints at the deeply rooted problems in our society. We’re not growing up boys (and girls, too) right if they think it’s masculine to ogle at others.

*On a side note, I want to point out that not all perpetrators of sexual violence are men and not all victims are women. I saw a chalk writing on my campus that said, “Rape is not a crime of passion, it is a crime of power & against women”. I have to disagree with this statement because rape is NOT just a crime against women, it’s a crime against humanity. I do assert that rape is a product of patriarchal society, but let’s not make it a gender thing: that’s counterintuitive to the change we seek.


List of my fandoms…

I haven’t done this in a long time, but here is a full list of every fandom I’m in, by category:

Anime/Manga/Visual Novel

Note on visual novels, I don’t waste my money on that s***, but I do like reading the summaries, looking at the artwork, and creating my own AU’s and fanfics regarding the characters. (BTW, my fanfics are all in my head, I’m too lazy to write them down)

  • Yuri!!! on ICE
  • Free!
  • Kuroko no Basuke
  • Kuroshitsuji
  • Shingeki no Kyojin
  • Tokyo Ghoul
  • Karneval
  • Ouran High School Host Club
  • Shigatsu wa Kimi no Uso
  • Ballroom e Youkoso
  • Diabolik Lovers
  • Hakuōki
  • Reines des Fleurs

American TV

So, I don’t normally like American TV because they’re tooooooooooooo long. Like how many seasons do you need for the story to end?! Not to mention all the unnecessary filler material that often happens when you eloooonnnnngate the story like that! Nonetheless, I still like some TV shows.

  • The Flash
  • Arrow
  • Supergirl
  • Glee
  • Reign (Frary FTW!!!)
  • Halt and Catch Fire (kinda stopped following after season 1)

And no, I’m not going to watch Breaking BadWalking Dead, or Game of Thrones anytime soon. I don’t hate them, but I don’t want to catch up with all of that.

Book series (some are also movies)

  • Harry Potter series
    • Fantastic Beasts movie(s)
  • The Lord of the Rings + The Hobbit + every other fantasy Tolkien has written
  • The Chronicles of Narnia
  • Inheritance Cycle (not the Eragon movie, ugh)
  • Percy Jackson series
  • Children of the Red King series (disliked the ending)
  • Artemis Fowl series (disliked the ending)

Almost Anything Disney

Haven’t watched the vintage stuff, so can’t say everything Disney.


  • Heathers
  • Alexander Hamilton
  • Disney musicals
  • Les Miserables! (I’ve read the book, too)
  • Miss Saigon
  • Phantom of the Opera
  • Rodgers and Hammerstein’s musicals
  • Rodgers and Hart’s musicals
  • Wicked
  • Prince of Egypt
  • West Side Story
  • Hairspray
  • Anastasia

Korean Dramas

I’m not going to list every drama I’ve watched, just the ones that have impacted me the most.

  • Anything that Lee Jun Ki is in
  • Anything that Yoo Seung Ho is in
  • The Princess’s Man
  • Great Queen Seondeok (yeah, YSH is in it, but it’s good enough to be mentioned)
  • Gaksital, or Bridal Mask
  • Jejoongwon
  • Dream High (not season 2 eww)
  • Goong
  • Weightlifting Fairy: Kim Bok Joo

Chinese Dramas

  • Empress of China


Somewhat covered this in the American TV shows section, but I’ll list all the superheroes I like here. Also, some of my decisions are based on film or TV appearances more so than comic books, just so you know.

DC Universe (I’m gonna use alter-ego names due to the mantle shifting that happens a lot in comics): Bruce Wayne, Dick Grayson, Jason Todd, Tim Drake, Damian Wayne, Barbara Gordon, Clark Kent, Diana Prince, Kyle Rayner, Barry Allen, Oliver Queen, Kara Danvers, Selina Kyle, Leonard Snart, Rachel Roth, Laurel Lance, Roy Harper, Felicity Smoak (yeah, I like her)

Marvel Universe: Steve Rogers, Tony Stark, Loki, Jessica Jones, Kilgrave (from the Netflix Show), Matt Murdock, Natasha Romanov, Pepper Potts, Erik Lehnsherr, Charles Xavier, Raven Darkholme, Hank McCoy, Peter/Pietro Maximoff, Wanda Maximoff, Clint Barton, Stephen Strange, Carol Danvers, Peter Parker

I don’t really read other comics…except manga, but that’s already covered.

I think that is it: if I think of something else, I’ll edit this post.

I’m a Binge-Watcher

When I was growing up, I didn’t watch a lot of television…actually, that’s not true. I watched Power Rangers and lots of Disney Channel, but once I hit middle school, I didn’t watch television, just a hell of a lot of movies (The Lord of the Rings trilogy, Narnia movies, random historical fiction films, Bible story film adaptations, superhero flicks, the list goes on). And then in high school, I became a binge-watcher.

I admit: I join fandoms pretty late. For example, I just watched both seasons of Free! and the movie HighSpeed!: FreeStarting Days and they had come out 2013, 2014, and 2015, respectively. And this year is 2017. I often do the same for Korean dramas (ahem Time Between Dog and WolfThe Princess’s ManIljimae, etc.) and even some lucky American TV shows (I binge-watched Glee several times and The Flash season 1).

Maybe I can’t keep up with series as it’s going because what if it disappoints and all of my watching was just a waste of time? I’d rather know that it’s good and watch it through instead of getting disappointed. This doesn’t mean I don’t sometimes follow shows (ahem Flash season 2, Moon Lovers: Scarlet Heart Ryeo) or join fandoms soon after the full series is released (Yuri!!! on Ice), but oftentimes I want to know what I’m getting myself into before fully joining fandom.

Maybe it’s my fault that I’m wary of joining fandoms because I tend to overanalyze things. Seriously, I oftentimes do full psychoanalyses of characters, even if the writers clearly didn’t intend their stories to be that full of intellectual fodder. Yeah, when I join a fandom, I JOIN the fandom: full of my theories and analyses and emotions and everything. I even take the time to read up on any information that may not have been included in the show. Like, I don’t just know every line in The Lord of the Rings movies, I know about The Silmarillion, and Middle Earth history, and the difference between Noldor and Sindar elves, etc. So, please don’t comment asking me to join your fandom unless you’re absolutely sure it’s worth that much energy.

You could say I should relax a bit and just take it in without thought, but I breathe on thinking and analyzing everything I see, read, hear. It’s amazing that my brain can take all that, but it helps when I use those skills for real-life analyses like when I’m watching news that is so obviously biased or listening carefully to a politician’s speech with obvious self-interests…I digress.

So, in conclusion, I love to binge-watch things at once to take in the story and then analyze and read everything on that franchise. Maybe I’ll list out all the fandoms I’m in for another post. 😊

The History of Racism and Nativism in the U.S.A. Part 1

If you are Native American, Black, Hispanic, Irish, Italian, German, Jewish, Chinese, Japanese, Vietnamese, Arab, and the list goes on, the United States had discriminated your group at least once in history.

Some discrimination such as against Native Americans and Blacks are deeply rooted in the foundations of America. Others are related to specific nativist movements and/or war campaigns, including those occurring today.

Now let’s discuss the meaning of “nativism”. It’s rather hypocritical, as the “native” in nativism doesn’t signify the Native Americans (aka American Indians) but rather the descendants of the inhabitants of the thirteen original US colonies, primarily of English descent, though there was also a generous mix of Scotch-Irish descent in the Appalachian region.

I’m going to run down the timeline of racism and nativism in the United States starting from colonization to modern times.


In 1607, we sail the open sea, for glory, God, and gold, and the Virginia Company

– “The Virginia Company”, Disney’s Pocahontas

A discussion on white colonization and imperialism is for another post, but the story of American discrimination of “minorities” does start here. English settlers reach the east coast of modern-day United States and originally maintain diplomatic relations with the Native Americans, but eventually, they drive the Native Americans west. The concept that the colonists owned and deserved the land persisted and was one of the many causes of the American Revolution. King George III, not wanting to cause war against the Native Americans, issued the Proclamation of 1763, forbidding all settlement past the Appalachian Mountains. The American colonists wanted that land, particularly the Ohio River Valley, and thus added that to their list of grudges against the king.

Troubles for Native Americans continued as America expanded west after the revolution. Many tribes were eradicated, while some barely survive(d) on reservations. Native Americans continue to be one of the most marginalized groups in the United States.

1630 marks the beginning of the African slave trade in colonial English America. High school history books often say that African slaves became popular due to the repeated revolts of White indentured servants and the poor constitution of Native slaves. Whatever the reasons were, African slavery became a part of American culture from 1630 onward. And while the trans-Atlantic slave trade (aka foreign import of slaves) was set to be abolished by the Constitution, slavery was allowed to continue, and it even flourished due to the huge number of slaves already in the United States by 1808.

So from 1630 – 1865, slavery was legal in the United States, but it still impacts us today. There are people today who still call Blacks “slaves”, but more importantly is the cultural impact of slavery on everyday Americans. Even the most well-meaning White person in the United States can treat a Black as inferior because that mentality is ingrained in U.S. society. I’ll get into detail about this in a later post.


Unless you aren’t into the Broadway or music scene, you probably know about Alexander Hamilton. Now, before the musical, people either didn’t know him or knew of his bad reputation. While such a reputation may have been unfair, Hamilton did do some questionable things, such as A) cheating on his wife and B) getting the Alien and Sedition Acts passed in Congress. England was waging war against Revolutionary France, and Hamilton was pro-England, Jefferson was, you should know, pro-France, and Adams was desperately trying to continue Washington’s policy of neutrality.

The US ended up forging an agreement of sorts with the UK and waged a Quasi-War against France. Of course, with previous French assistance during the Revolution, the nascent USA had a significant number of French immigrants, many of which who sided with Jefferson’s Democratic-Republican party and thus seen as a threat to the Federalists in Adam’s administration. To counter these immigrants limit their electoral clout, Congress passed the Alien and Sedition Acts and the Naturalization Act in 1798, and President Adams, despite his stance on neutrality, signed these acts into law.

So this is all I’m saying about racism and nativism in the U.S. and it already shows how great America is, doesn’t it?

Part II coming soon….


On the #TakeAKnee Campaign

How could a country whose flag represents freedom and justice and equality not provide that for its citizens?

If you haven’t read any of my blog articles, I will start off by saying that I lean conservative. BUT I am still a member of a minority and not an idiot, so I know that racism is STILL a problem in America and that many Whites and even some members of minorities deny the existence of either systemic racism or white privilege in America.

I remember first hearing about Colin Kaepernick’s taking a knee during the anthem. At first, I reacted like many other conservatives: “Oh, that’s disrespectful to the veterans and the flag” etc etc.

But that’s silly because Colin Kaepernick was expressing his love for America by taking a knee. By doing so he was saying how could a country whose flag represents freedom and justice and equality not provide that for its citizens?

Of course, a year after Colin Kaepernick “disappeared” from the NFL, Trump suddenly commented on it during a speech and his tweets, and the issue once again came to the forefront of media and public attention.

I read a Vox opinion article/essay — I don’t even know how reliable Vox is anyway, it doesn’t sound reputable — that stated that the #TakeAKnee protests have now been whitewashed much like what happened to the famous protest that included Dr. King’s “I Have A Dream” speech.

The argument doesn’t seem far-fetched, and the author is obviously more informed about the history of the Civil Rights Movement than I am, but he’s right in noting that the NFL has made #TakeAKnee about protesting against Trump and not about police violence and systemic racism against blacks. Not to mention how hypocritically the owners and the NFL are behaving. Some of the owners had even donated to Trump’s campaign, and the NFL, who had blacklisted Kaepernick for “breaking league rules”, is now encouraging this protest against Trump.

In any case, it seems that the protest hasn’t fully done its job in making people face the realities of American racism. People just really want to stay in their bubbles (or Chained To The Rhythm), don’t they?

On Donald Trump (and the 2016 election)

I know, I know, it’s been almost a year since the 2016 general election. And for someone who has promised to write about her opinions on this blog, I have been silent about the craziest election America has ever seen (ok, I don’t think that’s true, but it was crazy).

First, I didn’t vote for either candidate during the election and no, it wasn’t for the reasons you’re imagining right now. I go to a university outside of my home state, so I signed up for an Absentee Ballot a month before the election. And I didn’t receive my ballot until the week after Trump was elected. 😒

I’m not going to fully rant about Hillary Clinton, who still hasn’t fully realized her loss was significantly her fault, even with the Russian hacking, Comey’s letter, lack of DNC funding, Sanders rhetoric, etc. Not to say that Donald Trump’s win wasn’t surprising because it was. And even though I disagree with Clinton on so many things, especially her stance on abortion (I know abortion goes hand in hand with many good causes for women, but minus those objectives, abortion is just killing unborn humans), Trump’s election has revealed that white supremacy has never left and is here to stay.

I remember my conversation with my dad in 2012 about GOP and DNC. I admit, my family leans conservative, but we’re still Korean immigrants, and the GOP has a good number of white supremacists, racists, and just cold-hearted corporatists. Not that the DNC was any better: full of white savior rhetoric, impractical ideas, and corporate interests. I don’t trust big government, dear readers. If you want to help the poor, don’t ask for a federal government program, do something yourself or get a resolution passed in your local government. Volunteer at a soup kitchen, donate to a reputable private charity organization, etc. The grassroots movements make real, immediate change.

Ok, so back to Donald Trump. I admit I was appreciative of his policy concerning student funding at universities: Clinton was going to raise loan money, but Trump promised to require universities to increase grants in return for more federal funding. Well, it wasn’t so much the candidates as the party platforms (does anyone read those anymore) who said this, but whatever….

But all in all, in less than a year since his inauguration, Trump has only brought disaster! Yeah, a couple of cool things once in a while, but mostly disaster. Leaving the Paris Agreement (I mean, it wasn’t actually doing as much for the environment as I would like, but there’s more to the agreement than the environment…it’s called diplomacy… and keeping U.S internationally relevant), the North Korea debacle (I don’t know about you guys, but I want my family back in Seoul to not be under the threat of nuclear attack), and then his response to Charlottesville…

I was going to give Trump a chance. I hated his rhetoric during the election, and that leaked video (you know, the one about grabbing women by the p*ssy) made me so mad. But since America* (well, the Electoral College) elected Trump, I was going to let him be president, but his response to Charlottesville has confirmed all my fears about his presidency.

I’m not a liberal, and I’ll never be one, but I’m still a minority woman who will not stand for presidents who refuse to condemn neo-Nazis, and white supremacists and even equate them with the counter-protesters. Maybe he was trying to say that the neo-Nazis, the KKK, and the white supremacists are people with hearts and souls and families, but they are terrorists and enemies of what America stands for today. Sure, America was built on white supremacy (I mean the 3/5 compromise…), but it was also built on freedom and equality for all men and women, and there were people who signed that Constitution who truly wished for such a system but failed to implement it in their lifetime.

So yeah, I’m fully against President Trump now and hoping against hope that one of the two parties will produce a better candidate for the presidency in 2020. And that people won’t get so divided over party lines either. Why are we practicing group polarization and confirmational bias? Why do we surround ourselves with opinions that agree with ours? Where’s the discussion, the dialogue, the civil debate? Or maybe, how about in 2020 we finally end the two-party system that’s been plaguing the U.S. since the Federalists and Democratic-Republicans went head-to-head?

*Also, to those of you who say that Clinton got the majority of the vote, she didn’t. She got more votes than Trump, but she didn’t get over 50% of the votes, so she got a plurality, not a majority. You’re welcome for your math lesson of the day.

Vaccine Skeptics…Are They Right?

I hope the anti-vaccination advocates soon realize that any victory they gain could lead to the next epidemic of an easily preventable disease…

I remember watching an episode (ep. 14) of the Korean historical drama Jejoongwon where an American missionary doctor and a team of newly trained Korean doctors develop a smallpox vaccine using The Lancet and Korean texts, 우두신설 (udusinseol, On Making Vaccines) [Author: Ji Seok-yeong, 1885] and 마과회통 (magwahoetong, Medical Treatment for the Measles) [Author: Jeong Yak-yong, 1800].

The key conflict of the episode were the anti-vaccination protests led by mudang, Korean shamans, who felt that the new doctors and their methods were unwanted competition and dangerous. I remember that when I was watching those scenes, I was grateful that contemporary society no longer believed superstition over science. I was 13 at that time…

I was quickly proven wrong when I came across a group of anti-vaccine protesters in front of the Atlanta CDC office on Clifton Road. As a biology-major student, I felt a strong urge to debate their claims that vaccines cause autism, but I chose safety over education and went on with my day. However, the experience compelled me to look into the vaccine case myself.

I was grateful that contemporary society no longer believed superstition over science. I was 13 at that time…

I was naive to think that challengers of established facts didn’t exist. In fact, anti-vaccination has long existed. Vaccine skeptics suggest that vaccination is profit-driven and compulsory vaccination laws infringe personal liberty and choice. Others mistrust the science and believe that vaccines are against nature and unnecessary since good hygiene is enough to prevent disease. Other suspicions are based on government conspiracy theories.

However, what really gave vaccine skeptics fuel was Andrew Wakefield and his colleagues’ research paper published in The Lancet in 1998. The paper linked the measles mumps and rubella (MMR) vaccine with autism. Later studies refuted Wakefield’s claims and he was discovered to have a conflict of interest. In 2010, the British General Medical Council (GMC) found three dozen charges proved. The Lancet retracted his paper following the GMC’s findings. Three months later, Wakefield was removed from UK medical register and barred from practicing medicine in the UK. 

Accordingly the Panel finds Dr Wakefield guilty of serious professional misconduct.

– General Medical Council

Following the Wakefield debacle, scientific research has shown that vaccines do not correlate with autism. I will consent that vaccines are known to have side effects, but autism is not one of them. And when it comes to vaccines for deadly diseases, vaccination is worth the risk of side effects.

Yet, the anti-vaccination movement, buoyed by President Trump, remains strong in America. Members of the movement are calling for a new vaccine safety commission and the ban of the mercury-based preservative thimerosal (chemical structure here). (As a side note, I would like to remind readers that a compound containing an element does not have the same properties as the element.) Studies have not indicated a connection between thimerosal and autism, but thimerosal was phased out of child vaccines in 2001 regardless.

So, if thimerosal is no longer in child vaccines, then what is the anti-vaccination movement fighting for? In the end, they’re not fighting for vaccine safety, but rather searching for an easy explanation for their children’s autism. But disorders in the autistic spectrum are complex and can’t be explained away as vaccine injury, and certainly not as mercury poisoning, which shows different symptoms from autism.

And seeing that these people are so concerned for their children, they should take the time to look up these diseases: hepatitis B, measles, mumps, rubella, diphtheria, tetanus, pertussis, and polio. These diseases once plagued developed countries, and still kill thousands in undeveloped areas. If you grieve that your child has autism, then how much more will you grieve if your child contracts any of those deadly diseases without immunity from a vaccine?

I hope the anti-vaccination advocates soon realize that any victory they gain could lead to the next epidemic of an easily preventable disease. 

In response to Discover Challenge: Speak Out

As usual, if you wish to debate or otherwise discuss this topic, feel free to comment. Remember that comments are moderated, so be civil!

Global Warming: Science or Hoax?

This debate is getting old, but the Trump presidency policies have compelled me to write this post. Yes, the debate is corrupted by competing special interests, but let’s focus on the science because the question of global warming is a question of science.

Before I continue, I would like to note that 21st century society has venerated science as a superior source of knowledge. I will point out here and now that science is only one of many ways to obtain knowledge. Also, I have heard some of my colleagues praise science as an “objective” discipline, but science is largely based on empiricism, the philosophy that all knowledge is derived from sense-experience. Thus, science is limited by the threshold of human or instrumental observation and measurement.

Now that I have established the role of science, we must turn to the definition of global warming. Merriam-Webster defines global warming as

an increase in the earth’s atmospheric and oceanic temperatures widely predicted to occur due to an increase in the greenhouse effect resulting especially from pollution

Using this definition, let’s pick apart global warming.

An Increase in Earth’s Temperatures

According to the National Oceanic and Atmospheric Administration (NOAA), ice core data from Antarctica indicates that large-scale climate changes form an example of Earth’s natural variability. Figure 3b in the article, [Petit, J.R., et al. 1999. Climate and atmospheric history of the past 420,000 years from the Vostok ice core, Antarctica. Nature 399: 429-436], indicates the temperature fluctuations (from -8°C to 4°C) in Antarctica for the last 420,000 years before 1999.

So, is the observed 1.5°F (~0.8°C) global temperature increase since 1880 (Source: EPA) caused by just natural fluctuations? Honestly, without the specific data points, it’s hard to tell. Based on the data from the Petit, et al. paper, the Earth should be entering a cooling phase based on previous cycles, and it clearly isn’t. Moreover, a 0.8°C increase in 137 years is a fast rate compared to “historical” rates. I place quotation marks because ice core data, reliable as it may be, isn’t historical data.

An Increase in the Greenhouse Effect

Like large-scale climate changes, the greenhouse effect is also a natural phenomenon. The greenhouse effect is when greenhouse gases (e.g. water vapor, carbon dioxide, methane, nitrous oxide, ozone, chlorofluorocarbons, etc.) absorbs infrared radiation (aka heat) radiated from the Earth’s surface and emits it back into the atmosphere.

Although the greenhouse effect is natural, the industrial revolution (which started in roughly 1750) exponentially increased greenhouse gas levels through emissions. Moreover, ice core data indicates that the highest historical carbon dioxide level is around 300 ppm. The CO2 level exceeded 300 ppm after 1950. Human impact is likely responsible for this sudden increase in carbon dioxide levels.


Some greenhouse gases are products of natural processes: water vapor from the water cycle, carbon dioxide from respiration, methane from methanogenesis, and nitrous oxide from nitrification and denitrification.

CO2, CH4, and N2O are also emitted through industrial processes. Tropospheric ozone (O3) is another industrial pollutant. While ozone is natural in the stratosphere, where the ozone layer can block UV rays from Earth’s troposphere, tropospheric ozone is unnatural and a dangerous pollutant. Another prominent green house gas, chlorofluorocarbons (CFCs) were widely used refrigerants, propellants, and solvents until they were phased out in the 1990’s.


So, here’s what we have so far: temperature fluctuations are normal, but the observed recent temperature increase is irregular; the greenhouse effect is natural, but there is a much higher level of greenhouse gases than ever before; new sources of greenhouse gases are from human industry. Based on this data, the logical conclusion is that global warming is real, as in the average global temperature is increasing due to the increase of the greenhouse effect caused by pollution.

But what does this all mean? Obviously global warming means melting ice caps in both poles, which changes water levels, which changes maritime activity and salinity, the former of which impacts the climate/weather and the latter impacts sea life. However, that doesn’t mean that global warming is going to lead to a doomsday catastrophe. In the end, global warming is going to help some species and societies and harm other species and societies. So, yes, letting global warming continue at its current rate could put New York City under water by 2100. But hey another U.S. city can take its place, right?

We must not underestimate the impact of human activity on the environment. Although we are animals, we have the gift of invention and industry. When we start messing with nature without considering the eventual consequences, the grander machine of nature will overpower any machine of our making. 

Also, as usual, if you wish to debate this post, feel free to write a comment! Just remember that comments are moderated by me, so keep it civil.

Woman’s Choice or Baby’s Life?

I know this is a touchy subject. A subject that even got Tomi Lahren suspended and soon after fired from The Blaze. Note: We’re sticking to abortion as an issue in the United States, and I will not discuss women aborting their fetuses due to the fetus’s birth defects or gender.

Let me start off by stating that I am a woman, but I have not experienced an unexpected pregnancy. OK, now take a deep breath…long story short, I am pro-life. I believe that life begins at the sperm’s fertilization of the egg. Therefore, I’m against abortion, embryonic stem cell research, IVF (on the fence since I know someone who has been through the IVF process), certain morning-after pills, etc. In general, I follow the guidelines listed here.

Note: just because I referred to the Village Church website, does not mean I endorse every belief the church or the pastor holds. So please, no comments arguing against the Village Church.

Of course my idea could be scientifically, and, possibly, even Biblically problematic. After some research, I found the following Congressional record: “Report, Subcommittee on Separation of Powers to Senate Judiciary Committee S-158, 97th Congress, 1st Session 1981”. S-158 (of the 97th Congress) was a bill titled: “A bill to provide that human life shall be deemed to exist from conception”. It was killed in the Senate, but what was interesting was the scientific testimony supporting the bill: several scientists stated their judgement that life did begin at fertilization. Specifics can be found here.

However, that was the scientific community of the 1980’s. The most recent scientific testimony I could get was in Web Topic 1.1 on the companion site for the textbook Developmental Biology, Eleventh Edition by Scott Gilbert, published in May 2016. According to this recent writing, scientists debate, if at all, whether human life begins at fertilization, gastrulation (when cells are “told” what to become), EEG activity (when brain activity can be measured), or birth. The writing tries to remain unbiased, but it leans left, as seen in the final thoughts:

By equating a fertilized egg with an adult human, one not only makes the zygote like the person; it makes the person like the zygote. As less than half of normal human conceptions make it to term, most zygotes don’t become babies. Zygotes can be cheap, and human life never should be.

However, some scientists hold that the question of when human life starts in development is unscientific, and they’re right because there’s currently no experimental procedure to answer that question. “Life” isn’t measurable (and hence not empirical), it’s philosophical. It all boils down to how you, as an individual, view the world and its events.

Science falls short in the abortion debate.

So, how do I, as an individual, view the world and its events. The best way to describe it is a fusion of the Judeo-Christian and Confucian worldview. Of course, as some of you would know, Confucius is out of the equation here because he was not the type to state specific opinions about topics. If you ever have the chance to read the Analects, you’d understand what I mean here. I will mention that Koreans traditionally include conception to birth as a year of life, so when a baby is born, the baby is already 1-year-old.

But most of my reasoning is based on my Judeo-Christian beliefs. Now, I will not answer any arguments against Christianity in this particular blog post. This is NOT what this is about because there are Christians who are pro-choice and believe that Christ died for them and rose again in three days. Let’s stick to the issue of abortion here. The only real way to convince me that pro-choice is supported by the Christian God, is to cite a Bible verse. And, it will be easy because I believe that every word of the Bible is true. I promise I won’t cop out if you successfully do this. Also, if you’re not a Christian and pro-choice and you wish to debate, I will debate with you based on your beliefs, not mine.

I already know of one now after reading the Web Topic 1.1: Exodus 21:22. John Piper, a respected theologian and pastor, refutes that claim on his site here. Of course, the site implies mistakes in Biblical translation, but let’s save that for another day.

Of course there’s countless Biblical passages that support pro-life: Psalm 139:13-16, Jeremiah 1:4-5, and Luke 1:41-44, to name a few.

But hold onto your seat-belts, pro-choicers, before you accuse me of being anti-feminist or small-minded. I am pro-life because I am a feminist; I am pro-life because I wish abortion did not even have to exist.

So do I believe that the government should legislate anti-abortion laws? To be honest, no, because I believe that abortion is a symptom of a bigger issue. Not to mention that governments are oftentimes ineffective, and there may be times when abortion is needed (let’s say if a girl is too young to give birth or if a woman is a rape victim or if a woman needs treatment that may kill her baby) and the law might not account for that. This is a fallen world, and sometimes the least worst thing has to be done.

There may be times when abortion is needed, and the law might not account for that.

So, what is the real problem? Inadequate sex education, for one. Although I’m a Christian and a proponent of abstinence, abstinence isn’t the only choice a young person can make. If you’re not a Christian, or not following religion that teaches abstinence before marriage, then you should be able to learn about contraception methods. In fact, even Christians and followers of other religions should know about contraceptives in order to better family planning. Just because you’re married and sleeping together doesn’t mean you want kids right away.

A second (and bigger) problem is lack of support (from government, organizations, clinics, churches, etc.) for pregnant women most likely to get an abortion. What is the primary reason for getting an abortion? Because the women don’t believe they can provide for their children. Maybe they’re too ill, and labor may endanger both the mother and the child. In other cases, giving the children up for adoption is a possibility, but how trustworthy is that system? Not to mention, why are men not taking responsibility for the children they father? Why are parents throwing out their pregnant teenage daughters?

So, yes, pro-choicers are right. Oftentimes, a woman’s only real option is abortion. I don’t support the Republican politicians’ method of handling this issue. It’s not about women or the babies for them, it’s about enforcing male entitlement. Just think about that photo with President Trump, surrounded by white men, signing the executive order pulling U.S. funding from organizations abroad that mention “abortion”. Where were the women? It’s not like female pro-lifers don’t exist.

It’s not about women or the babies for them [Republican politicians], it’s about enforcing male entitlement.

So, this is my view on abortion in one post. I apologize if this was long, but complex issues require long posts.

Feel free to engage in discourse and comment below. Remember, comments are moderated by me, so stay civil to each other and to myself.